We've been really busy doing all sorts of things preparing for Christmas. The decorating is done, the shopping is almost done, Santa pictures have been taken, and we've even done a little baking. Then I think about all that still needs to be taken care of...wrapping, wrapping, & more wrapping, more baking, Christmas cards, & preparing the menu for Christmas day. Some days when I'm running around with multiple lists, receipts pouring out of my purse, and feeling stressed because I only have 20 minutes until preschool pick up to run into one more store, I think..."Where is the joy in all this?" Then I have my moments where I'm I'm able to slow down, reflect, and enjoy. I'm always teaching the girls about the true meaning of Christmas. We sing songs, read scripture & devotions, & stories that remind us of our reason to celebrate, but as an adult, it's SO easy to get 'wrapped up' in the wrong things. Every year I tell myself, I'm going to get all of the not so fun stuff early this year so I can enjoy, but it never happens! I had some things done before Thanksgiving this year, but there was so much more to do. The funny thing is, as I write this I can hear Danny's voice in the back of my head..."You put a lot of stress on yourself." Yes, I do. I want to take the kids to the Nutcraker ballet, I want to have an ornament party, I want to make gingerbread houses, bake cookies, string popcorn, visit a live nativity, do the elf on the shelf, do our family advent calendar, plan fun crafts, watch Christmas movies as a family, etc, etc! I definitely enjoy those things, but in combination with normal everyday life and the added Christmas stresses, my head is sometimes left spinning. At church a few weeks ago, someone sang the song, " I Need a Silent Night." I think that was sung for me.
I Need A Silent NightBy Amy Grant
I've made the same mistake beforeToo many malls, too many storesDecember traffic, Christmas rushIt breaks me till I push and shoveChildren are crying while mothers are tryingTo photograph Santa and sleighThe shopping and buying and standing forever in lineWhat can I say?I need a silent night, a holy nightTo hear an angel voice through the chaos and the noiseI need a midnight clear, a little peace right hereTo end this crazy day with a silent nightDecember comes then disappearsFaster and faster every yearDid my own mother keep this paceOr was the world a different place?Where people stayed home wishing for snowWatching three channels on their TVLook at us now rushing aroundTrying to buy Christmas peaceI need a silent night, a holy nightTo hear an angel voice through the chaos and the noiseI need a midnight clear, a little peace right hereTo end this crazy day with a silent nightWhat was it like back there in BethlehemWith peace on earth, good will toward men?Every shepherd's out in the fieldKeeping watch over their clock by nightAnd the glory of the Lord shone around themAnd they were so afraidAnd the angels said fear not for beholdI bring you good news of a great joy that shall be for all peopleFor unto you is born this day a Savior, who is Christ the LordAnd his name shall be called Wonderful Counselor, Prince of PeaceI need a silent night, a holy nightTo hear an angel voice through the chaos and the noiseI need a midnight clear, a little peace right hereTo end this crazy day with a silent nightTo end this crazy day with a silent night